behind the smile

facing the world with a smile
no one knows what behind these eyes
they see all the happiness
they dont see the tears
ive cried

safe

so what is life is in a mist
so what if every morning ruined
so what if your gone

distance were too long
time stood as obstacle
words stayed mute
yet being a sign
in the corner of your lips
i am safe in your laughter
like tears in the hidden pain of eyes
i am safe

so what if reasons are meaningless
so what if my innocence is a crime
so what if wishes are lie's
there are thousand deep secrets left unsaid
like memories
hidden in twisted pages of the past

i am safe
safe in your eyes
safe in your memories
safe in your words
safe in your promises
there for u
i am safe

you will see.....

let there be dreams in your eyes
you are happy only when your restless
make a wish in life
and
you will see....

on your lips let there be a tune
in your defeat is your victory
sing what is your heart
and
you will see...

leave a name in your memories
evenings are like dreams
give someone your heart
and
you will see....

make this dream yours
listen to what this tune says
pick a flower
and
you will see....

Agony

let me take in your convulsion
let me feel immortal from inside
let my eyes tear
let the love flow out

lips smile
eyes are wet
the land of my heart damped

everything is there
your omission still ticks in me
may it be in sleep
maybe it be in nightmare
let me feel your arms once

that face of yours
that voice of yours
that feeling you give
the seconds passed
stop them
let them be mine for eternity

memories

somethings just stay
somethings just soak in you
somethings never end
somethings never start

the memories stay
the memories just soak into u
theres never a thing called squeez out
these memories never end
these memories hold u back
theres never a start

sweet
ugly
peaceful
crazy
horrific

theres never an end
my memories with u
they repeat and hurt me all the more
but i know deep inside
its time for me to move
and live the happy ones
a time to smile and say good bye

LILITH

I caressed her suffering soul
With my love and true desire
But she ripped off my pounding heart
And buried it six feet under

I tried to resist a rhyme
Of charming beauty and lust
But I could not close my mind from tunes
And I fell into the calls of a siren

Biterness, the black cancer
Slowly eating my soul
Disbeliever, despair, hatred
This fiendish trinity's taking me over

She was the only one who filled my heart
Sweet Lilith of my dreams
Forever lost
The fallen idol for the impure hearts

Into blazing fire and thunder
I went and followed her
The dire memories in my heart
They will never be dissolved

Condemned to repeat the past
Déjà-vu's of things to come
My life is only a vicious circle
It's ending where it just begins

She spoke by two tongues
One for those she loved
Another ones she hate's
For those who dare not look her in the eye

She was the only one who filled my heart
Sweet Lilith of my dreams
Forever lost
The fallen idol for the impure hearts

The dark shadow by my side
The dark raven bride
She was the only one who filled my heart